Just Wait

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New Start Part 1

Don’t forget the word is BIG BALLS! =D

Chapter 21

“Can you just put that over there please?”  Nicki asked the movers. She was getting all her stuff unpacked in her new house. She’s been with Young Money for about 10 months now and figured it was time to move from the house but she didn’t move far from it cause she still wanted to be with her family just wanted more privacy and after all its almost been a year. She called Viola too and has been talking to her a bit but hasn’t yet felt confident enough to meet up with her. Nicki had a big buzz now but still mainly in ATL and SC and NC and here and there in a few other places because of the tour. She was planning on recording this song that she figured could be her testing track called Massive Attack within the next few months.

“You Nic! This place is FWAY!!” SB yelled through the house. Nicki went house hunting while SB was back in NY visiting his family for a couple days and she came across this house that she LOVED she tried to find one with SB’s request of an infinity pool but that didn’t happen. 

The 2009 Bet Hip Hop awards were right around the corner too Nicki was going to record the Cypher with all the other guys and SB in the next couple of days.

“Hows the Cypher verse coming Nic?” SB asked

“Its good. I already know imma kill those boys. We’re doing the recording for it in a couple days.”

“What are you wearing?”

“I’ll probably wear some juicy sweats and of course my Barbie chain!”

“Oh word you gon be on your bummy swag huh?” SB said laughing

“Boy bye. Its Juicy it is NOT bummy!” Nicki said playfully hitting SB on the arm but SB grabbed her hands to keep her from swinging anymore and pulled her close chest to chest. “I want you in it” she said staring into his eyes and he immediately dropped his hands and stared back at her.

“You want me in what?” he asked kind of hopeful

“The recording for the Cyper” She said giggling once she said that SB’s face had a look of pity on it.

“What did you think I meant you buffoon?” She said laughing at his face

“I thought you…nevermind Nic” he said picking up a box and walking away

“Awww Faree don’t be like that you know I’m focused on my craft right now.” She said following him. They’d been dating officially for about 5 months now no one but Kandi, Lauren, and her family family knew about them. Even though she’d known him for like 10 years she just wasn’t ready to give him everything yet and he respected that but he was SF.

“Excuse me miss where do you want this box?” asked the mover

“ummm…what is that?” She asked to no one in particular and walked over peeking in the box to discover plates. “oh you can just put that in the kitchen. Thanks!”

Nicki walked up to her room to put away things and as she passed by SB’s lair she paused to watch him put something on a high shelf and he caught her staring and smiled back and she walked off to her room. After about 2 in a half hours of unpacking the doorbell rung. Nicki stopped what she was doing and sped out of the chill room. Nicki and SB had this thing where they like to race to the door to see who gets it first. So far she thought she was in the lead until she felt something grab her and pull her back and all she saw was a white shirt fly passed her.

“You fucking fool!!” She screamed and started sprinting but her legs were short and SB was skipping like 3 steps at a time whereas she could only do one. When she got close enough she jumped the last 3 steps and grabbed a pillow that was in a box right by the stairs and through it at SB’s legs causing him to fall close to the door and she took that moment to sprint full speed ahead to the door and opened it to see Kandi, Trina, Shanell, and Laurens confused faces.

“The hell was all that noise! Why are you panting?” Trina asked side eyeing Nicki

“Yall need a moment?” Kandi asked looking at Lauren and laughing while Trina and Shanell stood there confused.

“No you hoes we were just unpacking. Don’t you two ever go home I mean its like every time I turn around you two are back here in Atlanta.”

“You know you love us being around.” Lauren said poking Nicki’s left dimple.

“Damn that hurt Nic” SB said rubbing his side then looking up to see the girls. “What are you guys doing here? She hasn’t even been gone a day and you guys are here.” SB said

“Well DAMN we can’t come visit a friend at her new house andpossiblythrowherahousewarmingparty!” Shanell said speeding up the last part.

“A house warming party? But I’m not even finished unpacking.” Nicki said

“Well everything looks good down here and that’s all that matters.” Lauren said

“Yeah the movers did all the hard work anyway.” SB added and she gave him the death glare. He likes parties but she doesn’t. She knew what he was doing and she knew she wasn’t going to win this one so she huffed and gave in.

“Fine. At least let me get dressed.” Nicki said putting and walking up stairs

“Ok but hurry up you got like 3 hours and the caterers are on their way!” Kandi yelled up the stairs after her

“Oh so they just knew I was gonna say yes.” She mumbled to herself semi-loud

“And don’t be sayin nothin smart!” Lauren yelled she just rolled her eyes

While Nicki was looking in her closet SB came in behind her (pauz if needed) and stopped.

“Why are you such a party pooper Nic?” SB said grabbing her waist and tickling her

“Stop Faree! I can’t…!” She yelled giggling and screaming but that only made him tickle her more.

“STOP Safaree! I’m gonna PEE!!” This made SB stop

“Oh hell no I thought you were house broken.” He said giving her a disgusted look.

“Shut up!” she said slapping him on the arm once again and picking up some skinny jeans and a pink shirt.

“I think Imma wear this.” She said holding up the outfit for SB to see

 (Imagine the pink ones the same  tone)

“Wig or no wig?”

“Hmmm no wig.” She replied

“You know you should wear your natural hair more often.”

“I would but I like to experiment without messing up my hair.”

“Belee dat”

“What are you wearing Faree?”

“Imma wear what I got on.” Nicki just blinked at him blankly

“Uh no. You’re gonna change. You’ve been in that all day moving stuff and sweating. Here” Nicki said handing him a similar tone of pink shirt that hers was and some jeans.

“Now let’s get dressed.”

SB was dressed in 20 mins but Nicki was slow and had changed shirts 5 times till she found the one that made her boobs look best. Once she finally finished with her hair and everything her and SB started to walk downstairs when they heard a crash and glass shatter…

Fun and Games

I FINALLY made it to 20 chapter’s geesh this isn’t easy anymore lol but I’m still trying. And it took me like 30 mins to upload this cause my computer decided to be special. But Yeah I was gonna go like day by day in this story but uh yeah that’s a lot of days leading up to the point she’s at now so yeah anyway *whispers* down below….oh yeah click the linked words!

Chapter 20

It has been 2 weeks since Nicki and SB had their text conversation and they decided to work it out but keep it on the DL only Kandi, Lauren, TT and the Vakies knew about them and it was gonna stay that way for a while especially with Nicki’s buzz getting up. She knew relationships in the spotlight are hard. Nicki had started the tour too and was having a BLAST with her whole YM family there. Drake was still there of course but Nicki told him it wasn’t going to work out between them. One because they are both in the same group and it would be bad for production if something went wrong between them. Two because they were both in the same industry and its ruff. And three she cared about him more like a brother. He understood everything although he was disappointed he respected her and he knew how SB felt about Nicki and he wanted to respect that too even if she didn’t know he knew about them. Even though they weren’t together and might never be they still liked to play around with the media and give them something to write about. Nicki finally listened to Kandi and got her a twitter. She was actually starting to like it too and got a butt load of followers quick because of her being on tour with Wayne and all at the moment. Her first tweet read: I was FINALLY convinced to get on Twitter! Follow me guys! She recognized some of her die hards from Myspace and loved that!

SB got a twitter too but he wasn’t liking it as much as she was his first tweet read: errands errands errands  and he didn’t tweet for two days after that.

ON TOUR

“Yo baby girl!? Why you got that tutu on?” asked a drunk Wayne

“This nigga” Nicki thought to herself he was forever drunk “What Wayne its cute” Nicki replied back smiling all Wayne could do was smile back and take a swig from his styrofoam cup.

While Wayne was on stage Nicki and the rest of Young Money were in the backstage lounge area playing around recording themselves and Nicki was ranting about Mack Maine.

“I want everybody to see how much of a fucking shamanistic PIG frickin Mack Maine IS!” Nicki said as the camera man moved to get a shot of Mack but got Drake instead. “Yeah film his ass!” Nicki continued her rant with everyone else emphasizing certain words she said and “ooooing” along. Mack starts getting cocky so Nicki changes the subject introducing herself like she always does.

“Young Money, I am Nicki Minaj the motherfuckin Mistress aka Nicki Lewinski when I do it gets done two sticks in my buns…”

“OOOOO oh shit!!” all the guys say because boys will be boys. Then Chuckee whispers “say step ya pussy up” to Nicki and everyone else is like “OOOO” again and starts talking about who’s performing and everything until Chuckee comes and sits on Nicki’s lap saying her name and squeezing her close while she just scream laughs.

“oh Chuckee got game eh” Drake says and everyone laughs and continues clowning around.

Drake and Nicki went out to go perform Best I Ever Had remix together even though Nicki wasn’t supposed to be performing tonight Drake really wanted her to come out with him so she did of course.

“Ayo you the only one that see the real Nicki” Nicki began as the crowd got even more wild then they already were everyone was really starting to like them some Nicki. (I mean how can you not?)

After Nicki and Drake performed Drake walked off stage and left Nicki she was confused and Drake was a bit to but Wayne told him to leave after they did that song and come back after cause there was a surprise for Nicki. Then the beat to Kiss My Ass dropped and you heard Bow Wow voice. Wayne didn’t know that Bow Wow was gonna come out he just knew it was a surprise guest. Kiss My Ass was just a song Nicki and Bow Wow did when they were teens and still dating. Nicki didn’t know what to do but she couldn’t cause a scene on stage so she just went straight into her verse hoping to get this over as soon as possible without any problems. When Bow Wow tried to dance up on her she just causally got away after all she was an actress so she had to make it all seem part of the act. After she was finally done with the song she sped off the stage and straight to her dressing room where SB was sitting on his phone on twitter.

“Hey Nic I think I finally got the hang of this twitter thing” SB said not looking up till he felt tension in the room.

“What’s wrong Nic?” he said setting his phone down and getting up to go over to her

She was fuming and couldn’t even get a word out she was no longer nervous she was just beyond angry.

“Nic tell me what happened!” SB said snapping her out of her angry trance

“It was Shad! He came out on stage to do Kiss My Ass and I just don’t understand how he got in here!” Just then there was a knock on the door. SB went and answered it and it was Shad

“Yo you need to leave! What the hell are you doing here anyway?” SB said blocking the doorway.

“Look I just want to talk to Nicki I want to apologize for everything. I know about you two I’m not coming here to cause anymore problems then I already have.”

“What the hell do you know about us?!” SB said he was pissed that he would even come here trying to apologize

“Doesn’t matter you just need to check ya peeps. But look I just want to talk to Nicki ok. I’ll talk to her with you there if that’ll get you to let me talk to her.”

“Faree…can you just give us a minute? You can stand right out the door, and I’ll scream if he tries anything. Ok?” SB just looked at her like she was crazy but he let her have her way he knew she was stubborn and it would only cause problems if he didn’t give her what she wanted.

“So you wanna talk? Talk.” Nicki said with an attitude

“Whoa whoa no need for the attitude”

“No need for the attitude!? Do you know how much hell you’ve cause these past few weeks!?”

“I’m sorry Nicki I just wanted too get your attention and I guess I came about it the wrong way.”

“You damn right you did!”

“Look Onika, I didn’t come here to argue I just came to try to fix things so please hear me out.” The way he said her government gave her chills and it stunned her so he took that as a queue to continue

“I’m sorry for everything I’ve done to you these past years not even just since you moved out here but all the way back to when I first cheated. I regret every minute of it. Even though I love my baby I wish I would haven never done it to you cause I cared about you sooo much and just to know I hurt you this bad hurts me. I’m not saying I want to get back together with you. As if you want that to happen again anyway. I know about you and SB and I respect that and I’m not gonna try and mess it up. But I just want you to know that I am sorry and I still care about you a lot and Viola misses you and wants you to actually meet the baby and maybe rekindle what you guys had.” Bow Wow finally took a breather he had to get everything out before Nicki interrupted him but Nicki just stood there for a minute letting everything he said settle and think about things

“I semi sorta accept your apology but I’m not ready to try to work things out with either one of you because you guy did a lot and it’s gonna take some time to get over after really addressing it after so long. So you can leave now I’ve heard you out and I will think about everything.” Nicki said walking to the door and opening it for him to leave

“Ok just at least consider it ok?” Nicki didn’t respond so he just left.

“You ok?” SB asked

“Yeah I’m good”

“Well Drake and Trina came down to check on you but I told them to go on stage and come back later”
“Ok well I don’t really wanna talk about it right now so lets just go back where everyone else is.”

“Alright”

Once Nicki and SB made it back to the lounge everyone got quiet and was staring at Nicki and this irritated her a little but she brushed it off and sat by Shanell.

“You good?” Shanell asked and Nicki just shook her head yes Shanell decided to just leave it at that. After a really awkward some odd minuets everyone was finally talking and laughing and everything again. And Wayne went back out for his last few songs and the Florida show was a wrap! On the bus ride to Louisiana everyone was having a good ole time Until the bus broke down in the middle of nowhere and everyone was freaking out because they thought they were gonna get robbed and killed. And since they needed to waste time till someone came to fix the bus they decided to play a game. Everyone knew Nicki didn’t drink like that so they wanted to try and get her to take a shot. But Nicki not being that educated on shots kept saying no but eventually gave in when Drake offered her $100 to do it. She didn’t even know how small a shot was so she did damn near half a glass and choked and passed out and woke up with her chest burning and she was coughing and everyone was just a laughin. Its all fun a games until someone gets hurt. If she didn’t feel like she was gonna die she woulda punched every single one of them dead in their face.



The Backstage video